you don't know what you got til it's gone.

unfortunately for you, i'm not the one who fucked up. now can you please stop acting like you did nothing wrong? we both know you're the real guilty one.

:)

"the only thing making my life good right now is.......nevermind."

:)

ooh now we're getting shitty.

i'm sorry, but i beat you to the punch.

watch my steady lonesome gait, and be aware

i just have a horrible feeling.

at this point

i can't tell which parts of my life are dreams and which are reality. in both, i make sure to do as i please, so it doesn't matter.

p.s. i have spent way too much time around my baby pictures these past few days. i think i'm starting to resent them.

hold your own, know your name, and go your own way.

Graduation is today. I didn't sleep all night. I spent most of it laying by myself on the roof. Staring at the sky. This is my life. It's moving too slow and too fast simultaneously. My heart is racing, I feel panicky. I just want to relax. I don't want to face the people who have hurt me. I don't want to see them go, either. I'm stuck in this moment. I want to be let go.

it's funny

how everyone thinks they're right to be mad at things
when really, it's their fault that things are this way.

to quote blink-182, "if we're fucked up you're to blame."