ooh now we're getting shitty.

i'm sorry, but i beat you to the punch.

watch my steady lonesome gait, and be aware

i just have a horrible feeling.

at this point

i can't tell which parts of my life are dreams and which are reality. in both, i make sure to do as i please, so it doesn't matter.

p.s. i have spent way too much time around my baby pictures these past few days. i think i'm starting to resent them.

hold your own, know your name, and go your own way.

Graduation is today. I didn't sleep all night. I spent most of it laying by myself on the roof. Staring at the sky. This is my life. It's moving too slow and too fast simultaneously. My heart is racing, I feel panicky. I just want to relax. I don't want to face the people who have hurt me. I don't want to see them go, either. I'm stuck in this moment. I want to be let go.

it's funny

how everyone thinks they're right to be mad at things
when really, it's their fault that things are this way.

to quote blink-182, "if we're fucked up you're to blame."

this quote gave me shivers

He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.

Friedrich Nietzsche